ugh. grr. rawr.

i will ramble today.
i'm not capitalizing or using appropriate grammar.
i'm tired from staying up all night.
i'm frustrated because i'm tired from staying up all night.
i dislike being the only one who thinks an argument is frustrating.
i have to read these chapters in 'of mice and men' and start my final paper.
but i don't want to because i'm tired and frustrated and a little angry.
distance sucks and right now its too hard to deal with.
ugh.
grr.
rawr.

i think i'll go outside.
it's windy. and chilly.
but i'll climb a tree.
and listen to the birds make noises.
and watch the grass try to grow in the shade.
and pull new leaves off the trees and then strip them down the veins.
they're kind of amazing .. trees and leaves and grass and birds and
some of the other stuff that's outside.
the best thing is, its not in here where i have to behave or fail.
ugh .
grr.
rawr.

today has epic fail written all over it.