Today appears to call for 2 posts. The earlier one seems to have caused a stir among those silly people I affectionately call my friends. btw - thanks Randa for telling everyone. I now feel incredibly lame but love you anyway.
Yes yes yes, I'm sad. (It was perfect timing for losing those few pounds to make my prom dress fit perfectly :P .. I'm kidding). Yes yes yes, it's about a guy. A missed opportunity with a guy. I'm not dying and my heart is not broken nor do I think the world will stop spinning tomorrow. I'm just flippin' SAD!! And I'm almost positive that there are at least a few of you who have felt that same way at sometime in your life about something equally silly. The earlier post was a little dramatic piece intended as an emotional outlet. So while I appreciate all the sympathy and words of cheer, I'm fine .. really.
Now, if y'all will please just let me be sad for the next few hours. I promise that by this time tomorrow I'll be the life of the party and you'll never even know I've been sad. It's actually quite a normal emotion and if my happys are even half as good as my sads, I'm a lucky girl.
If you really want to cheer me up, send Randa hate mail telling her to shut up :D.
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i hope you enjoy your sadness. not enough people do. everyone needs to be sad once in a while. it makes the good times better blah blah blah, but more importantly its a human emotion, and most people would rather fake joy than experience what right inside of their hearts. its the same reason everyone always lines up and gives cheezy smiles for photographs, they always want to pretend that things were always a monotonous drone of good times so that they can look back and say wow we were so much happier than...I like to fully appreciate the entire spectrum of my emotions and know the limits of my own heart, its so much more exciting than sitting safely in the middle dont you think?
ReplyDeleteanyways enjoy it while it lasts, because soon it will be replaced by the grayness of happiness.
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thank you, eric
ReplyDeletethat's it .. exactly
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