i hate blonde people
i hate guys
i hate blonde guys
i hate guys that like blonde girls
i hate hating things but disliking isn't strong enough right now
i'll delete this tomorrow
i'm angry. not really. i'm frustrated. kind of.
i hate blogging.
good night.
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after burning her bridges behind her, she slowly swam back to collect her thoughts ..
good morning
ReplyDeletegood mourning
the death of the post
deletion of words for completion of life
or a semblance thus forth
for to forget is to invent the past from before it is remembered in the present in the future into you sir yes for you sir
not for me sir no sir please sir not for pleas sir bargain me sir
blonde guys blonde eyes bleached high bleached lights cleaned of color replace with white remember only sunny side erase out the darker side darken now to darkest light not for me but own hindsight maybe once but always twice think about remaining right while going left to leave behind but staying still in sinking time thinking time drinking time meaning time is bleeding mine but seeping finer things from vines from blogs from open eyes from fingers place the heart outside....
how can i delete the ramblings of my insanity when you comment so beautifully? grr
ReplyDelete:) mission accomplished!
ReplyDeletewhat is insanity but absolute admission of truth to ourselves?
ReplyDeleteeric - i don't mind admitting my insanity to myself. but now both you and alex know! and anyone else insane enough to read the nonsense i write.
ReplyDeletealex - i can't erase it now! and running away would solve nothing. i'm already pretty far from the source of my frustration.
ps. true dat.
id rather know the true insane you than the lie of a perfect you
ReplyDeleteyou're in luck! i'm obviously bad at pretending to be perfect! :D
ReplyDeleteor baltimorewards...
ReplyDeleteaww
ReplyDeletethank you both
really
:D
between the blue of the sky and the ocean lay dirty white sand a clear warm wind blows sun off skin sand filled buckets 33 gazillion times form a dream castle turrets with windows and a moat sun sets moon ...
ReplyDeletewhat happens next?
.. rises, tide changes, waves wash away dreams, there is tomorrow
ReplyDeleteor grow up?
you have a good memory! it wasn't good. i had hoped no one saw it!
this is quite possibly the worst blog written in the history of blogging. hey go big or go home that's what i always say. anyway, i still (after this one) probably have more comments than my space (not really but the exaggeration sounded good).
ReplyDeletebut...
i scrolled up and sure enough it says hopelesslyxlost which i'm pretty sure means it's MY blog so i'll delete if i wanna. haha
but at least now i know that y'all will see part of it. so i'll be careful what i put in the first few sentences.
no i just have an amazing memory
ReplyDeletehey .. that's what i said! but your buddy up there sold you out! lol
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